helpLESS & hopeLESS

helloooo guys :)

first of all..i want to scream and shout and let it all out and scream and shout and let it out YEAAAAYYYYY!!!! motif? hehe because finally, it's weekend!!! rasa mcm nk lompat tinggi awan..and feel like huge load is slowly disappearing from my back...hmm actually these weekdays are more than tough weekdays for me..marathon in my room, for assignments, sport's day, BIG(bina insan guru) and many more..

but the saddest thing is the condition of my room (my bed and my study table) :(  it's HELPLESS and HOPELESS..full of papers, books, pillows are scattered around, blanket remains unfolded these past 2 days haih..tell u it's a real hopeless mess..

when im about to leave for class and coming back from class i feel so terrible and want to cry..it's not that i don't want to tidy up everything but im too tired and have not enough time this week..sometimes i feel like it's just a waste of energy since the tidiness will last only for 2 days and the chaos will take place again!!! phew..oh my..am i that bad?haha just imagine, yesterday i slept at almost 4am and woke up at 6.20am, rushing to finish up my assignments, draft assignment, iron my baju kurung and i accidentally struck the souvenir bags(also scattered around my locker) for lecturers for our BIG programme..thank god there was no mug broken!! and i was late 10 minutes today..the class started at 9am..luckily the lecturer was not entering the class yet!!!...hewheww hmm quite a challenging day, isn't it?hahaha

and just now my roommate just asked me "ni awat yg dok tang ni?" (pointing at my body splash on my study table) kakakaka..tahan gelak ja when she asked..and my peanut butter also on my study table!grrr things are put at the wrong place recently..hahaha alamak!!!mcm mna la nk kawin klu mcm ni.. :(

whatever it is..i believe that it's just random bad days not a bad life!!!think positive ok..heheh

ok now im waiting for my father to pick me up..im coming home!!!my mom was already off to langkawi and tomorrow my father will be going to kelantan..and im going to berjimba with my kepoh sisters,mak and abah..yeaayyy..

so wish u a happy weekend :) dont forget to tidy up your room!haha

daa...

A twenty - year - old LADY

Alhamdulillah..im officially 20 today..yeayyy!!!!but still can't believe it..haha
thanks to Allah for giving me the opportunity to stay alive until.now..for 20 years!!!Alhamdulillah :) quite a big number kan..hihi klu org tua ckap tu.."dh bley kawin dah"..haha

sometimes it comes to my mind that "..hmm..dh twenty..what should i do huh?"

well..i got the answers..haha

all i want is to be myself,

live life to the fullest,

be kind & humble, 

devoted to my family,

and of course to be a good servant of Allah :)

and i feel like thanks to infinity to my parents who always take care of me, educate me, love me since i was born, since i was a little kid ...

cant remember the year :( ..haha

miss all the gowns..haha

  

kecik2 pown dh pandai buat hidung kembang ok!  =D

 and until now, a lady :) hikhikhik

ngeee~

p/s : klu nk tmuntah tngok gmbar, sila p jauh2 ok.haha

waa..before i forget, thank you very very much for all the birthday wishes from my dearest family, friends,lecturers, etc. :)

may Allah bless all of us, 

grant us with happiness :)

~Assalamualaikum~

kiddies :)

hello guys..may all of us become a better person than before..amin :)

last Thursday i had Child development class..and we focused on child development in various aspects like physical and cognitive development of every stage (prenatal, infancy, adolescence)..during the presentation by my friends, i was like subhanallah..it's so amazing..i mean the growth and development of the zygote, embryo and especially foetus..*thanks ibu..love u <3

 however, that subject is not the main story..hihi this development of child just made me remembered about my little cousins..heheh..because my family and others had gathered on the previous CNY holiday at my tok's house..huhu we celebrated a birthday party and had a newborn baby's name declaration some more..haha

first of all..the mastermind was my maksu..hihi she planned to have a birthday party for her son, Ammar. the party went on flawlessly except for the "snake" and the "bee" things..kakaka (only we understand these two words completely ok!!!)..kikiki.. Ammar is sooooo cute and i was surprised to see him so chubby that time since i only met him last year..huhu oklah..dont want to type much..just catch these pictures ok.. :)

excited..*tengok perutla kan..kikikiki..aa the right side is harraz

Ammar is in the middle beside her mommy(maksu) :)

birthday boy :P

kak ngah and 'abg comey' hahaha

                                   

tell u the food was soooo gooood..heheh

yummyyyy!!!

so funny la Ammar..hihi see his jelingan mata..haha

                      

my tummy full already..mmmm *now i want to play football..haha

and later..maksu ti(the above maksu is maksu nora)hikhikhik please dont get mixed-up..haha ok continue.. declared her little princess's name..Izzah Nur Haifa..the baby also sooo cute and didnt cry much..my mom said to my siblings and i "hampa dulu xda la nak dok diam mcm ni..keja triak ja" haha..however pity maksu ti at that time..she couldn't eat everything like us because she's still in her confinement period..haha so funny you know..she kept asking eh kek bole makan x? eh agar2 bole makan x?hihihi sorry naa maksu ti..haha

hihi..comelkan..

it was a very good day because we could chit chat together, eat, laugh, cook(not really)haha..ok i miss all of u..have a nice day to all..daa :)

p/s yg tak balik kmpg tu jgn jeles..hahahaha

i just want it!!!

first of all.. Alhamdulillah :) becoz i just finished my presentation (assignment) this morning..yeaayyy..100+ slides ok..memang gila lah kan..luckily we got three members in one group..so my other two group members are arip and alif..thanks a lot to both of u for the good job and being so hardworking :)

i feel so released right now..and always think to eat some expensive food as a reward to myself today..ahackkss..

don't ask much..only a glass of ice lemon tea..weee

hmm..i need this banana split..haha

and of course..the big apple..arrgghhhh

who cares about the allowance that still doesn't fill my account???hahaha...ok..got to go..have sport house training..kikiki..daa..hv a good day guys :)